hmm.... juz wake up....
i thought i could have better days from now on....
the fucking dream really worsen my day...
i hate it so so so much....
but i still scare... wonder if you really said tat 2 me one day....
that dream goes like tis....
one day..( i dont know what day was it...)
we went to relax our mind... somewhere near seaside... coz i saw beaches...
n then we had a wonderful day plying 2gether at the seaside....
n then.. out of a suden... it turned to nite ady... means we had to go back already....
then me and you... waiting for the bus...
u was so happy n 'ter-said' it out one sentence...
"2day was so happy~ u know... i wish i already had 4 months pregnant wit him already~"
then i was like... what the hell??!
i return back.."what?? are u pregnant now??" with my hand touching her tummy...
then she said.. "no la... havent~ but i so wish i had it on nex Tuesday~ i've decided to marry him~ we had great times togehter~"
i was damn angry but my heart was really torn apart...
i replied with a higher tone" why would you do like tat 2 me..?? all the time u are juz plying with me??!! wat am i??! juz a tool or a toy for you??! we end up here ba......"
(bus came..)
i went up the bus n i saw Roland and Wesler...
Great.... they saw me wit my anger face and tears like waterfall... LoLz...
i ever felt wana crash myself into the wall...
damn... hate the feeling...
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