a 19/7...

today is 19/7....
2day i gave health education on advantages of breast feeding..
when discussing on what to talk about it..
A sudden thought came into my mind...
Images of u.. pregnant and give breast feeding..
you look so beautiful and cute in those images of my mind...
I... was hoping... u got ur own baby... :')
erm...
you must breast feed ur baby.. okay...?? =')

i'm back again~

i'm back..
yah... tis weekend...
i wana spend my weekend with you...
ony you... tats y i'm rejecting everyone else except you...
juz had some shopping with you... and then hav you into my house to have dinner...
then send you home... you dont wana cook for me... sumore halau me... T.T
i went... but i she bu de... leave u alone... u knw...
i went bac to ur house... ask u out....
giv u a hug.... then ony slowly went back home...
u nvr knw... tat hug was so much meaning....
i miss it so much......
hmm.... juz a simple few seconds hug...
it always feels like i already had the world.... simply happy... :')
NiTeZ... GirL....

Posting Posting Posting.... @.@

Shit la....
i used to love posting so so much.....
now.. i dun know how....
my place is already so small... nth else and no whr to go.....
somemore i ony hav one fren wit me....
wat the fuck man.....
i really fucking miss all my college frens...
why can't we hav a posting with all of us together....
haiz.....

everyday slp slp slp... dream dream dream......
really tired of my life....
everyday slp oso dreaming of you....
but what can i do....??
haiz....
5months leh.........
i miss you so much....... :''(
stupid college.....
stupid..........
saw ppl keep post happy things in facebook...
so happy in college....
and i stuck at small small town for posting.....

1st week come back...
though wana have happy weekend....
and it end up kena stupid saman the vry 1st INVITATION card i got when i reach seremban!!!
Stupid KKM!!
u wana be fucking racist la....!!
OK...!! FINE...!! Coz i'll show u how fucking RACIST  i can even become..!!
FUCKING RACIST...!!!

我真的猜不透。。。

猜不透。。。

为什么。。。。

什么都不告诉我。。。

什么都自己就好。。。。

猜不透。。。

你最近是好是坏得沉默。。

我也不敢去追问太多。。。

为什么。。。

把我们彼此的戏上了锁。。。。

为什么。。

我越在乎的人越猜不透。。。。 =（

。。。。。我真的猜不透。。。。。

sadness?? i dont knw....

dont knw why...

friends forever.... rite??

but i still hav a sharp pain in my heart...

leaving u walking away alone...

HmMm....

it doesnt feels the same anymore....

it feels like a scar thr...

THERE.... in between us....

对不起，我还是很想说。。我喜欢的人就是你。。。

都是因为我惹来的。。

所以说声对不起。。

对不起。。我又梦见了你。。

对不起。。 我还是很想叫我喜欢的人darling~

i know love means never say sorry..

but sorry I am me.....

=")