Maybe It's all what u want... :'(

Days after days...

weeks after weeks....

i got nth from u...

no contacts... no msg... no news... no nth...

maybe.. we are really not meant to be together...

maybe... love is better this way....

you have ur free life.....

i have to make it crystal now...

but no matter what...

u are still my best love story ever...

u will be kept in my mind.. once and forever... never to be forgotten... it's a promise... :')

at least we still had those sweetest memories ever.....

although u still exist in my dreamz...

although u still being kept in my heart.....

although although.....

but we are still frenz...

friendship forever.... :)

Friendship Forever....

A long long Week....

So... holiday week ends...
and this week...
i've been through a lot... lot...
Hard Times...??
yeah~
so much things happened in a single week....
i barely accept it into my mind...

spend my everynite.. rewind and rewind...
my head keeps replay and replay ur images...
what i've done..?? what u've done..?? what we've done..??
everynite... i can barely breath through b4 i went to sleep....
my memories strikes me every single nite...
Hmm...

BuT.. by the way...
this week still goes on....
fnsh holidays... start work again...
back to Tampin today.....
and u will be coming seremban tonite..

we wont meet. for about a month....
maybe it's better like this... for u...
at least u wont feel hurt when u saw me everytime...
maybe u take some time to recover...
u had more harder... hardest time than me....
maybe... maybe not... for me...
i feel more worse.. when i dun see you...
i feel like i'm missing of sumthing...
sumthing is missing... what's "it"..??
thats you...
i know... i know... frenz rite??
but i know... at least.. when i saw u.. i feel better...
and feel more than better... when u get back ur mood.. ur happiness...
most important.. ur smile...
As long as u smiles.... i feel better than ever... =)

Yui~Hopes You The Best~ Give you my best wishes ever~ =)

这。。到底是什么。。？？！！

喂。。
不是说好做回朋友的吗。。？？
这样对待我吗。。？？
我到底算什么。。？？

当天晚上。。。
我决定放手。。。
是相信你的理由。。。
相信你。。
也相信他。。。
可能他才是你真正的幸福。。。
可能他才能给到你真正的开心，欢乐。。。
可是。。。他却。。。

我的选择错了吗。。？？
我做错了吗。。。？？
我到底是什么。。。？？
你要这样对待我吗。。？？
我知道。。你对不起我。。
伤害我了。。
可是我一点都不在乎。。。
因为决定做回朋友了。。
至少还是朋友。。我也很满足了。。。
至少你不会不理我。。不会变成陌生人。。。
至少我们还是可以一起逛街。。。像以前那样啊。。。

你跟我说。。你很好。。你还好。。
可是。。你还是。。你就是不要理我。。。

当初。。。
选择开始追你。。就错了吗。。？？
都是我。。闯进你的安宁生活。。然后停留了下来。。
都是我。。就是我的错。。。
是毁了你。。是给你开心。。
这我不是很清楚。。。
但至少。。。
我存在。。你深深的脑海里。。。
开心痛苦。。我也给过你了。。。
我不后悔。。
可是。。还是有点。。
对不起。。

美兰。。对不起了。。我闯进来了。。。:'(

Our Very Last Gudnite~~

Few weeks past....
happy times ends.....
Me..?? Same old, Same old..??
nope~
Things to let go.. still hav to let go...
Freeze everything every drop of tears and smiles... Make her my best memories ever...

The last day we really had it 2gether....
Went ice skate in the morning... we fall... we hook up again...
juz like our love... we hook up~ fall~ i hook u up agn... u fall... again i hook u up...
haha...
the last nite.. u spent ur nite at my house...
i ask u for my one last chance... u broke it... eventually...
i drank up... got brave....
i... i lost my tears in front of u...
for the 1st time i really spoke out everything...
tears down in front of a girl i really love.... really love....
u should be proud... u are the 1st girl who really saw n heard me cried...
and u put ur last effort...spent ur nite with me...
give me your very last delightful lovely kiss...
and you let me hug u and slpt wit u... i'll nvr ever forget how warm u are... how great the feeling was...
your bf is really lucky to have u... such a great girl... he better treat u best ever... or i'll do sumthing...!! i promised~!! \(>.<)/

By letting u go.. i dun really how to love anyone anymore....
i.. i think it's really time... u told me ur reason... i knew it... i knew it....
dont worry.... it's still mee then~
so.. dont feel bad....
whenever u needed help.. u needed me... u need someone to talk about.... i'm always here.. for you... my girl...
I'm still here... always here.... my best friend...

*I'm sorry that I love you*

2/8 The day after Last Nite....

Hmm...昨晚被你弄得睡不好。。。睡不着。。快要疯掉了。。。
5am起床。。想了想。。心还是痛痛的。。。:[
心情重重地去工作。。心情重重的放工回家。。。
躺在床上。。看天花板。。。又想你了。。。 :'[
为什么。。。我怎么了。。。你不爱我了。。。。我喊了。。。你说对不起了。。。

。。。。。。。。。我不知道怎么爱了。。。。。。

31/7

今天。。下雨天。。一起床。。非常的想念你。。。
怎么办。。。怎么办。。。
一天一天更想念你。。。
我。。怎么还是那么喜欢你。。。
不是说好做好朋友的吗。。。。。
不是说好友谊万岁的吗。。。。。
我还是不能把你当好朋友。。。
是。。。。是不是。。。爱上你了。。？？
想念。。舍不得。。。心痛。。。
又爱又恨。。。

a 19/7...

today is 19/7....
2day i gave health education on advantages of breast feeding..
when discussing on what to talk about it..
A sudden thought came into my mind...
Images of u.. pregnant and give breast feeding..
you look so beautiful and cute in those images of my mind...
I... was hoping... u got ur own baby... :')
erm...
you must breast feed ur baby.. okay...?? =')