~today--> happy~^^

Dear Brain, plz fucking rmb 2day for me~~!!

haha...

i feel i vry imba 2day~~

help her pindah room...

hahaha....

once agn...

i go into her room~

so long time no go her room liao~ xD

still the same... haha..

but not messy at all~ so gud~ 掌声鼓励鼓励~ xD

frm her old room...

take tis and tat...

1st take a red luggage...

 quite heavy one luggage...

she told me whole luggage of books..

but take xia take xia...

i feel like not rite de...

her notes so much n heavy meh..?? O.o

think xia think xia... i wondered.. whr is her hot plate ar..??

then rite after thinking...

she told me..

"actualy hot plate oso inside the luggage...=)"

@.@.. no wonder...

haha...

then take her stuff~

one go... taken into her new room... 3rd floor~ not bad~ bigger room for her~^^

then ok~ done~

back to fren's room~

not few minutes~ i msg her~ then she told me..

"the fridge ready~ mind come help me take one more time..?? xD"

omg... haha... of course i wont let her do it alone~

i went~ tick tock tick tock...

the fridge is out of my imagination...

so small.. but so slippery... ><

i still rmb the last time i help her take it up wit her bro...

is the same fridge.. but it feels like nt same.. the weight is nt same... ><

but i still manage to bring it down frm 4th floor n bring it up agn to 3rd floor~

hahaha~ i wont forget u~!! FRIDGE~!!

carry u up and down~!! ='')

Actually i feel so much happier i helped her 2day~

and luckily i'm here 2day to help her...

if she do tis all by her own... 

i told u...

she will beng kui(i dun knw how to write tis word in chinse... xD)~~!!

totally~ haha...

~Happy and Tired Day~ =''D

PS: she said she will belanja me for helping her~ Yea~ xD

Last week holiday~

ha... 3weeks of holidays....

3 weeks of boredness......

finally....

it's going to end......

time to see everyone back into class...

happy to see it....

at least i dont have to stuck in my house.. whole day...

juz few more days to go....

and... and.. i'm going to see u....

dont knw how is my feeling.....

wat should i say when i met u...??

should i say....

"hey, long time no see..."

OR

"hey, i see u've changed..."

@.@

lolz...

so weird...

maybe i wont juz say a word...

but inside of me...

i'm happy to see u back in one piece....

i wondered...

did u went for a hair cut..??

coz last time u told me...

or u went n dye ur hair..??

haha...

everyone sure had changed a bit...

i wana change a bit too...

but what should i change...??

i'm still thinking~^^

u knw...

i love the feeling after i change and everyone got so shock or impressed...

i juz love being special...

lolz... haha....

but still...

.....nth of me will change.....

~!st time exp~

Hrrmm...
how do i start....??
ok...

Tis nite....

i go drink wit my frenz...

*drink tea*

4 of us...

then met some of their old frens....

out of suden... the fren of theirs shouted thr...

on a phone......

we wondered wat happend....

then they fnshed their tea...

then come call us follow them...

"go watch show~ jom la~"

tats wat they said to us...

then we followed...

i follow one of my frens' car...

we went somewhr...

shop houses area....

whole gang of cars..

~~all double signal on the way~~~

~so yeng~

then reach the place...

called the guy out to pay money...

we whole gang cars parked togehter...

all come out....

baseball stick, wooden rod, steel rod, walkie talkie...

holding on their hands....

got ready....

but then things got well...

money received...

we all go back....

whole gang very nice~

got fighter a lot...

and me...

medic... ><"

hahahaha.....

~but great 1st experience with them~

~Still You~

Hmm...
how should i start..??
i dun knw...
its juz feeling different......
maybe... ady xi guan...
ady xi guan everyday will msg u...
juz a simple "morning"... n then u wil reply me"morning.."...
then our conversation will start...
"eat le ma..??"
"havent.."
"lolx... still on bed..??"
"en.."
"lolx... lazy gal... ><.."
"lolz..."
and we go on and on...
then b4 slp...
"wan slp le..."
"har.. so early... ony 10sumthing wor..."
"en... tired..."
"><.. k la... go slp ba.. u should be tired le.."
"en.. gudnitez..."
"nitez... sweet dreamz~^^"
 tats how we go day by day....

out of a sudden...
dont have those msg le...
BU XI GUAN~!!
and... i dont knw how to start conversation wit u le....
if i start... i can't control myself frm juz treating u juz as fren...

hmm...
i know.. u still watching my blog everyday....
am i rite?? =)
i'm happy tat u still watching here~
keep it up~ xD

i dont really knw wat r u thinking...
but... i dont ask too...
its not bcoz of u will reply me "nth la..."
i knw de...
u sure got ur own thinking... got ur own reason...
i knw u dun wan say de... force u oso no use de... rite??
so.. i respect ur decision~
as long as u happy jiu hao le~
u oso knw~ i wan u happy~
anything oso can sacrifice...
i juz wana let u feel happiness...
Happy Alwayz~~ Smile~~
coz when u smile.. u reli beautiful~
not lying...
it's real~!!
i love it when u smile...
especially at me~ makes me feels so much better~~ ='')
Haha...
Ur happy smile is wat I wan.... and.. tats all i wan~ =)

~~SMILE~~ ='')

haha... another pics of ur memories~

HAHA.... another one... frm my memories~ for you~

juz to let you knw.. i'm really okay~ and you too~

u said u dont wana hurt me... u scare to hurt me...

but in the end... u this silly girl...

hurt urself instead.....

BAKA~!!

it's okay~ i'm alrite~

juz like u said~友谊万岁~^^

juz wan u smile back~

~HaPPy back~ =D

haha... posted on FB~~

these below is b4 one~~
but still were great n happiest memories i ever had wit u~
~NEVER FORGET~

~FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~

(and i'm sorry.. i drank some wine tonite~)

~UnTiTLeD~

YOU MISS ME....??

yes u did.... but u dun tell me... why..??

You YOU yOU....

my mind is full of YOU everyday~

wana listen 2 ur voice.. wana see you... wana be with u....

Last nite~~

a single song 4 u....

i was trying to make u happy.... 

but.. erm... did i make it or not....

i dun think i knw the answer...

coz.. ur words had a sad feeling even though those r happy words...

it's juz not the same.... or.. its juz thinking too much....??

BUT ANYWAY~~

if you are reading this... i wana tell you~~

"I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON YOU YET~~!! NOT YET~!! NOT NOW~!!"

Hahaha....

~Weird guy ever~ =)

HappineSs~

2day i realise...

love someone...

it's nt knwing all the truth ony shows tat u love sumone...

even u knw all the truth... it means nth 2 u...

how about having a great day with her by making her happy...

making feel like she is the only one... truth or no truth... logic or not logic....

it doesnt matter... juz make a possible out of an impossible~

wat really matters is how u make her day happy~

Love her.. make her happy... make her have a better day...

Not knwing some truth or demanding some truth and ruined you and her day~^^

Rmb~

"S~O~R~R~Y" always helps~ =)

原来。。。

我。。终于知道了。。。

我到底输在哪里。。。

我太笨了。。。

为什么。。我那么笨。。。！！

就是安全感啊~！！

BODOH!!

我给不了你的。。

就是踏踏实实的安全感。。。

对不起。。

每次都跟别的女生太好了。。。

我知错了。。。

可是就算我再跟别的女生再好。。。

还是只有你。。

就是你。。

霸占着我的心。。。

没有别的了。。

真的只有你。。。。

hmm。。。

。。。对不起。。。

我不敢了。。。。。。

再也不敢了。。。

你可以再一次。。。。。

原谅我吗。。。？？

再一次。。。

和以前那么的快乐。。

hmm。。

会不会太难了呢。。。。

我不知道。。。

。。。。。对不起。。。。。

=（

如果我。。

“如果我现在要你留下来。。不要走。。你会吗。。？？”


“不可以啦。。。跟妈妈说了。。。”


我的眼泪流下来了。。


“嗯。。我知道了。。8181。。”


你在的时候却不要珍惜。。你要走了才来舍不得。。


我真没用。。。


我也不知道我在你心中。。还有着什么的位置。。。


你应该也没有理由。。要留下来了吧。。。


（巴士开车了。。）


站起来。。拿起不甘心的脚步。。


离开了。。。

New LooK~

oh yar... forget 2 update~~
i got a brand new look~
haha....
look at me~~

haha.... n then after the treatment would be~~~

hahahahaha~~ maggie mee~~~ xD

u made me torn apart...

hmm.... juz wake up....
i thought i could have better days from now on....
the fucking dream really worsen my day...
i hate it so so so much....
but i still scare... wonder if you really said tat 2 me one day....
that dream goes like tis....
one day..( i dont know what day was it...)
we went to relax our mind... somewhere near seaside... coz i saw beaches...
n then we had a wonderful day plying 2gether at the seaside....
n then.. out of a suden... it turned to nite ady... means we had to go back already....
then me and you... waiting for the bus...
u was so happy n 'ter-said' it out one sentence...
"2day was so happy~ u know... i wish i already had 4 months pregnant wit him already~"
then i was like... what the hell??!
i return back.."what?? are u pregnant now??" with my hand touching her tummy...
then she said.. "no la... havent~ but i so wish i had it on nex Tuesday~ i've decided to marry him~ we had great times togehter~"
i was damn angry but my heart was really torn apart...
i replied with a higher tone" why would you do like tat 2 me..?? all the time u are juz plying with me??!! wat am i??! juz a tool or a toy for you??! we end up here ba......"
(bus came..)
i went up the bus n i saw Roland and Wesler...
Great.... they saw me wit my anger face and tears like waterfall... LoLz...
i ever felt wana crash myself into the wall...
damn... hate the feeling...