i think i saw his real face...

izzit him...??
i hope tat's him....
yar...
but....
yar meh...??
i think so...
bcoz frm the last time i saw de pic....
quite similar....
i think is him...
nt bad...
quite handsome....
straight hair... not like mine... so curly.....
tall body...
bit dark skin...
strong arm to catch her....
yar....
nt bad....
juz the heart...
maybe i was juz a stone tat blocking in their way...
maybe i was another choice for her...
maybe.... maybe not...
hmm.....
i dun knw wat to say...
i dun even knw  wat am i feeling...
sumhow sad, jealous, happy, puas hati n tidak puas hati also....
sad n jealous coz saw them so lovely....
happy n puas hati coz she got him to protect that i need nt to worry....
tidak puas hati coz i'm nt the one standing rite beside her.....
haiyar...
y human is like tis.....
nt fair..... =(

Useless of me......

Finally....
i got to blog again....
3 months out ady....
but so many things juz happened....
i wish i could juz wake up n poof....
everything is juz a dream....
watching my love one.. my frens... falling one by one...
and i was here.. cant do anything to help...
i'm so USELESS.....
haiz....
my darling's daddy...
means my daddy too...
but...
i nvr got chance to call him dad already....
i wish i was thr with my darling tat time...
WHY i'm so stupid...
WHY don't i follow her to the bus station.....
WHY......
everything juz happened so sudden......
and i dun knw wat to do...
SRY.... my darling..... ='(
4 Now.....
wat i can do....
is juz trying to make u happy...
trying to do wat i could do for u....
hmm......