i'm back again~

i'm back..
yah... tis weekend...
i wana spend my weekend with you...
ony you... tats y i'm rejecting everyone else except you...
juz had some shopping with you... and then hav you into my house to have dinner...
then send you home... you dont wana cook for me... sumore halau me... T.T
i went... but i she bu de... leave u alone... u knw...
i went bac to ur house... ask u out....
giv u a hug.... then ony slowly went back home...
u nvr knw... tat hug was so much meaning....
i miss it so much......
hmm.... juz a simple few seconds hug...
it always feels like i already had the world.... simply happy... :')
NiTeZ... GirL....

Posting Posting Posting.... @.@

Shit la....
i used to love posting so so much.....
now.. i dun know how....
my place is already so small... nth else and no whr to go.....
somemore i ony hav one fren wit me....
wat the fuck man.....
i really fucking miss all my college frens...
why can't we hav a posting with all of us together....
haiz.....

everyday slp slp slp... dream dream dream......
really tired of my life....
everyday slp oso dreaming of you....
but what can i do....??
haiz....
5months leh.........
i miss you so much....... :''(
stupid college.....
stupid..........
saw ppl keep post happy things in facebook...
so happy in college....
and i stuck at small small town for posting.....

1st week come back...
though wana have happy weekend....
and it end up kena stupid saman the vry 1st INVITATION card i got when i reach seremban!!!
Stupid KKM!!
u wana be fucking racist la....!!
OK...!! FINE...!! Coz i'll show u how fucking RACIST  i can even become..!!
FUCKING RACIST...!!!

我真的猜不透。。。

猜不透。。。

为什么。。。。

什么都不告诉我。。。

什么都自己就好。。。。

猜不透。。。

你最近是好是坏得沉默。。

我也不敢去追问太多。。。

为什么。。。

把我们彼此的戏上了锁。。。。

为什么。。

我越在乎的人越猜不透。。。。 =（

。。。。。我真的猜不透。。。。。

sadness?? i dont knw....

dont knw why...

friends forever.... rite??

but i still hav a sharp pain in my heart...

leaving u walking away alone...

HmMm....

it doesnt feels the same anymore....

it feels like a scar thr...

THERE.... in between us....

对不起，我还是很想说。。我喜欢的人就是你。。。

都是因为我惹来的。。

所以说声对不起。。

对不起。。我又梦见了你。。

对不起。。 我还是很想叫我喜欢的人darling~

i know love means never say sorry..

but sorry I am me.....

=")

~today--> happy~^^

Dear Brain, plz fucking rmb 2day for me~~!!

haha...

i feel i vry imba 2day~~

help her pindah room...

hahaha....

once agn...

i go into her room~

so long time no go her room liao~ xD

still the same... haha..

but not messy at all~ so gud~ 掌声鼓励鼓励~ xD

frm her old room...

take tis and tat...

1st take a red luggage...

 quite heavy one luggage...

she told me whole luggage of books..

but take xia take xia...

i feel like not rite de...

her notes so much n heavy meh..?? O.o

think xia think xia... i wondered.. whr is her hot plate ar..??

then rite after thinking...

she told me..

"actualy hot plate oso inside the luggage...=)"

@.@.. no wonder...

haha...

then take her stuff~

one go... taken into her new room... 3rd floor~ not bad~ bigger room for her~^^

then ok~ done~

back to fren's room~

not few minutes~ i msg her~ then she told me..

"the fridge ready~ mind come help me take one more time..?? xD"

omg... haha... of course i wont let her do it alone~

i went~ tick tock tick tock...

the fridge is out of my imagination...

so small.. but so slippery... ><

i still rmb the last time i help her take it up wit her bro...

is the same fridge.. but it feels like nt same.. the weight is nt same... ><

but i still manage to bring it down frm 4th floor n bring it up agn to 3rd floor~

hahaha~ i wont forget u~!! FRIDGE~!!

carry u up and down~!! ='')

Actually i feel so much happier i helped her 2day~

and luckily i'm here 2day to help her...

if she do tis all by her own... 

i told u...

she will beng kui(i dun knw how to write tis word in chinse... xD)~~!!

totally~ haha...

~Happy and Tired Day~ =''D

PS: she said she will belanja me for helping her~ Yea~ xD

Last week holiday~

ha... 3weeks of holidays....

3 weeks of boredness......

finally....

it's going to end......

time to see everyone back into class...

happy to see it....

at least i dont have to stuck in my house.. whole day...

juz few more days to go....

and... and.. i'm going to see u....

dont knw how is my feeling.....

wat should i say when i met u...??

should i say....

"hey, long time no see..."

OR

"hey, i see u've changed..."

@.@

lolz...

so weird...

maybe i wont juz say a word...

but inside of me...

i'm happy to see u back in one piece....

i wondered...

did u went for a hair cut..??

coz last time u told me...

or u went n dye ur hair..??

haha...

everyone sure had changed a bit...

i wana change a bit too...

but what should i change...??

i'm still thinking~^^

u knw...

i love the feeling after i change and everyone got so shock or impressed...

i juz love being special...

lolz... haha....

but still...

.....nth of me will change.....

~!st time exp~

Hrrmm...
how do i start....??
ok...

Tis nite....

i go drink wit my frenz...

*drink tea*

4 of us...

then met some of their old frens....

out of suden... the fren of theirs shouted thr...

on a phone......

we wondered wat happend....

then they fnshed their tea...

then come call us follow them...

"go watch show~ jom la~"

tats wat they said to us...

then we followed...

i follow one of my frens' car...

we went somewhr...

shop houses area....

whole gang of cars..

~~all double signal on the way~~~

~so yeng~

then reach the place...

called the guy out to pay money...

we whole gang cars parked togehter...

all come out....

baseball stick, wooden rod, steel rod, walkie talkie...

holding on their hands....

got ready....

but then things got well...

money received...

we all go back....

whole gang very nice~

got fighter a lot...

and me...

medic... ><"

hahahaha.....

~but great 1st experience with them~